Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Found Only In Love

“To love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person.”

Isn’t that some truth?! The scariest thing about loving someone is letting go. Letting go of our pride, letting go of our insecurities, letting go of all those devices we use to protect ourselves for fear of not being loved. Ironic that the very things that do not allow us to love fully are the same things that we hold on to for fear of not being loved…

I have loved before. I have opened my heart up and given it to another only to have it, what I thought at the time, broken.
Was I wrong!
You see in allowing myself to ‘lower all my defenses”, even if only 20% I strengthened my heart and prepared it so it would be ready for the moment where I found what I was truly looking for – the amplification of emotion and energy, of strength and self found only when giving fully. Found Only In Love.

To steal a phrase from D. H. Lawrence
“I am in love - and, my God, it is the greatest thing that can happen to a man. I tell you, find a woman you can fall in love with. Do it. Let yourself fall in love. If you have not done so already, you are wasting your life.”

So if you haven’t been there – I strongly suggest it. If you have been there, get back whenever you can. If you are there, my hope for you is continued dwelling in the neighborhood. Wherever you stand believe that their is immense power in this world that we all have access to... Found Only In Love.
Just a thought.

S.P.A.R.K.S Conditioning
“It’s Called Conditioning Cause It Takes Time To Change”

Breath. Believe. Become...


It's quite amazing to think of all the things that had to go right in order for you to wake up this morning. I mean your heart had pump, your lungs execute gas exchange, your blood flow and so on and so forth. The fact that you are up is reason enough to give thanks. BREATH and know that you are alive and along with life comes the ability to do whatever it is you set out to do. Many will tell you otherwise but those are probably people who either don't have enough faith in themselves and the Universal power that we all have complete access to or those who simply choose to not pursue their own personal legend and in turn feel it necessary to persuade you to abandon your pursuit. If you BELIEVE you can do, so start doing like you believe. Only in doing like you believe will you be able to BECOME what or who you desire and deserve to be. Only when your doing what you ought to do, fulfilling your purpose, your passion, your positive intention will you be satisfied with your pursuit. Only when you are BEING can you transcend the pitfalls of "try".
Breath. Believe. Become...B(e)
Just a thought.

S.P.A.R.K.S Conditioning
"It's Called Conditioning Cause It Takes Time To Change"

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Poem - Sex For Love. ©

It's a sad truth.
It's why I wear a white ribbon.

She spreads her legs in search of love
Waiting for him to say those words.
But he plunges deep into her
Like her screams he hasn't heard.
She gives him her body in hopes that he
Will trade her for a piece of his soul.
But he has no ambition of uniting their hearts
He only has one goal.
To come and go and come again
Never to her to commit
And he'll say "I love you baby" sometimes
Even though he treats her like shit.
She let him be the first man
To ever touch her there
In fact he's been the only man
But he doesn't seem to care.
He slaps her in the face at night
Accusing her of not being true
Of course he himself smells like alcohol and sex
Cause he didn't shower after he screwed.
She knows that things will get better
So she never thinks to go
Until he comes home way too drunk one night
And delivers that fatal blow...